What Do You Want NOW!!!???

I grew up being told I couldn't have what I wanted.I wanted to go to a perfoming arts high school. I wanted to spend more time with my Mom. I wanted to be seen as special. I wanted to spend my summers in Boston with my friends, not in Backwoods, Georgia with my family. All of the reasons given to me as to why I couldn't have these things were lame. Regardless of what anyone actually said, what I heard was, "Just because".

ME: But why?
they: It's just gonna have to be this/that way.
ME: How come?
they: Don't know. Just because.
ME: Well, that doesn't make anysense.
they: (some other lie)
ME: Can't something be done?
they: (responding in anger)

Of course, if you are continually told lies, you start to believe them. Which I did. Until now. Today, I want the biggest and the best, no matter how crazy it sounds. As for the "VOICES OF NEGATIVITY", they still try to whisper in my ear now and again, but I ain't tryin' to hear that shiznickle.

ME: I want the Porsche Cayenne!!! It is my dream car.
they: You don't have any money.
ME: My cash is on its way. I'll have it very soon.
they: You can't drive.
ME: I will pay for lessons. I want a beautiful home in Lake Las Vegas.
they: You have bad credit. You don't have a credit card.
ME: I'm doing my own credit repair.
they: The house has already been sold.
ME: I'll make them an offer they can't refuse. I'll have over $15,000,000 to spend on a home by then.
they: Where from? You only make about $200 a week!
ME: It's on its way. Just like the awesome man I'm gonna marry.
they: Nobody worth anything wants you. You're not good enough.
ME: I'm everything he wants and more.

Now, I want to make something VERY clear!!! This isn't just fantasizing. I ain't daydreaming. This about visualizing, putting a plan into action, remaining unstoppable and focused, and achieving a goal. My fellow Koloured Grrls, PICK SOMETHING BIG AND THEN GO AFTER IT AS IF YOUR ABILITY TO BREATHE DEPENDED ON IT!! I'll talk more in detail about the actions I'm taking to have what I want in the future. Next time, I'll be chatting about the 3 ELEMENTS OF MOTIVATION.

POSITIVE AFFIRMATION OF THE DAY: I can prepare mind to receive the best that life has to offer.
SONG OF THE DAY: "Fix You", Coldplay